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xtheHolding
42 uses in 2 channels this month
What the picture shows
A cartoonish yellow-orange character with a brown cap, puffed cheeks, teary eyes, and a strained grin appears to be holding back tears or forcing a smile. Chatters likely use it to express awkwardness, suppressed emotion, or a pained but polite reaction.
No measured meaning yet. Used 42 times in 2 channels this month; one is written once chat gives enough evidence.
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The data behind itusage over 30 days, 4 emotes used with it, where it is used, look-alikes
Usage, last 30 days
Not enough days yet.
0%inside bursts
48%sent alone
0bursts
32messages
xtheTuch
xtheLove
xtheHug
xtheLiebeWhere it is used most
share of its uses in the last 24 hoursLooks like
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Described 2026-09-30